diary of ruthie

9.05.2005

Long time

So,someone left me a comment.so i decided to write sumthin.lol.So i graduated.i have a car.i have a job.(which i start sept.19) YAY! umm,well its almost the churchs 1 yr anniversary.we found a place.hopefully we can celebrate it there.So church i good.but the only not good thing is that i havent been feeling anything lately.Nothing.nada.zip.zilch! i see everyone shaking,speakin in tongues,crying,everything...the works.and im just there.of course the thought of not going anymore has crossed my mindbut Pastor noticed an he talked to me.I also feel lonely.I dont have friends there.they all see me as if i were little.but the funny thing is that im not that young.18. i know im not supposed to go to church to make a social life,but its nice having christian friends.But...w/e.Noel came to church on wed.I was extremely happy to see him.He needs to start comin!lol.well im gonna go now.Bye.God bless

2 Comments:

Blogger Premchand Cheriyath said...

I am not a Christian by religion. Eventhough I am a believer of God in the practical sense I am a non believer. But I think Jesus was/is the Greatest of all human beings who had/have ever lived on this earth. The era was divided as BC and AD. Why? Everybody knows. That is He. He preached us to be in love irrespective of caste, creed, race or religion. That is why I loved him. See my blog and comment.

November 17, 2005 at 12:03 PM  
Blogger cs said...

Hey ruthie,

I was just searching through all the blogs with 'bible' in the interests so I found yours. Just looking for parts of the Body of Christ. I yeah, I relate well to feeling lonely. But friends, and family in Christ know no boundries! It's amazing to find some random blogs that just proclaim Christ without shame. Don't be lonely. You have all you need in Christ. Maybe you need to find a different church that makes you feel welcome. Check out my blog. By the way, I'm in New Port Richey FL.

November 27, 2005 at 6:10 PM  

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