Alot of things have been hapening....so.Yesterday i took my algerbra and sat prep exam.I hope i passed.It was the funniest thing in algebra cuz stephons stomach started growling and everyone heard it.then i started laughing so bad.I swallowed my gum,and my face was turning SOO RED!!! lol. i had not laughed like that in MONTHS! lol. well The trip to see Benny Hinn was canclled. Alot of not so good things are happeneing.but to keep things short...we're STILL going w/ Iz and Arleen and whoever else wants to come. umm,other things have been happening but im not at liberty to say.when everythings out in the open,then ill say the FULL details. So on other news...Matt wants to ask Grecia to marry him.HOW SWEET! lol. CUTENESS....wow.matt...a married man.lol.i cant even imagine it.wow.But to be completely honest,im kinda upset...not even upset.just....i dunno...the thing is that Noel told me...i mean, that kind of news Matthew is supposed to tell me himself u know? I mean,im sooo happy he wants to do that, but i guess I just miss him.I miss hanging out w/him.u know, just the 2 of us.Kinda like old times...* THE ADVENTURES OF MATTHEW AND RUTHY*..not like..u know,the things we did,or almost did.but i mean going to the movies, talking on the phone...u know. I want to talk to him about it,but i guess im scared. I dont know why, but i am. This is so ridiculous... Im here reading this over,and im saying that im scared to talk to matt?!? what the hell? whats wrong w/me? what happened? Before i used to be completely honest w/him.and now im scared to tell him that i miss haning out w/him?wow....*no comment*