So,i havent updated in a while,sorry,ive been busy.well things have been said involving me,and they arent right.Now people are looking at me as if i were a gossiper.I dont like that.so,from now on i wont say anything about anyone to anyone.NO ONE...wellon other news...umm,ive had alot of hw.Havent talked to noel.*SORRY* ive been EXTREMELY BUSY!!! all i basically do is go to skool,go home do homeowrk,and go to sleep.i dont have any time to do anything annymore.So on monday there was a senior assembly,but i wasnt there.So i got a packet from guidance and it said that cap and gown orders are next week :) it also said how many tickets they're gonna give us for graduation....4!!! 4 stinkin tickets!!! and we can only order 1 extra ticket!!!can u believe that? so now i have to g and ask my friends that if they're not going to use their extra tickets,to give them to me.and if i dont get at least 2 more ticket(other than the extra one i get)i have to choose between Israel,matt and noel.I mean,i already have my first choices...1:my mom 2:alejandra 3:dad (if he goes) and 4:??? i really really nees to get at least 2 more tickets!!! well g2g and turn in my project.BYE

Siiiick.

So its wed...im in first hr,and i dont feel too good.My throat hurts alot.and my voice is getting all froggy like again,NOOOOO....lol.well aparently Noel is also getting sick.I told my mom and she was like "U guys are like twins." lol.its kinda true. :) well today is twin day and i dont have a twin :( tomorrow is where have all the colors gone.So,i have to look for a white shirt.Oh,tomorrow i get my senior shirt :) im happy about that.Friday...PEP RALLY,Homecoming game...good stuff.I have to look for all my blue things.I wanna go all out on friday cuz its our LAST homecoming.I know for sure that ima go all out for the last pep rally.I love pep rally's,they're so fun.this is going to be my first time going to a pep rally and sitting w/my class.I usually sat w/the band.but not no mo'.lol.well anywho ima leave cuz i want to play tetris .BYE

So now i can FULY talk about what has been going on.Israel is starting his own church and we're leaving with him. Im kinda uoset because of a couple of things. Im not gonna get to see my lil baby grow up (Marvin Jr.) and his sisters anymore.Im not gonna see matthew anymore,or JuanCarlos,or Mamita Olga. :( well I told Grecia about it on friday...and im not happy w/her cuz i TOLD her NOT to tell ANYONE...NOT even matt or Noel.Cuz i wanted to tell NOEL MYSELF.and what happens?SHE tells them right away.I cant trust her anymore.I mean, it doesnt matter that she told Noel cuz i was going to tell him anywayz,but the fact that she DID say something about it after i distinctly told her not to...thats not right.well on sunday she did treat me different.I barely got a "hi"...well.theres nothing else i can do.Well,on other news,Noel's in Chicago.hey he can go see Oprah.lol.well g2g.

Alot of drama....Katie quit.Band is basically dissolving.Im glad i quit. Last night at church...it was VERY emotional...cant say why...just wait a couple of days,and then ill tell u. Well after church i talked to Grecia for a lil bit.I love her.*Dont get jealous Noel.* the thing is,i LOVE having guys friends.I just do.But...i also need a Girl-friend u know? I just do.and well i like talking to her.We need to hang out more.Well noel is leaving tomorrow :( im sad. *TEAR*

Alot of things have been hapening....so.Yesterday i took my algerbra and sat prep exam.I hope i passed.It was the funniest thing in algebra cuz stephons stomach started growling and everyone heard it.then i started laughing so bad.I swallowed my gum,and my face was turning SOO RED!!! lol. i had not laughed like that in MONTHS! lol. well The trip to see Benny Hinn was canclled. Alot of not so good things are happeneing.but to keep things short...we're STILL going w/ Iz and Arleen and whoever else wants to come. umm,other things have been happening but im not at liberty to say.when everythings out in the open,then ill say the FULL details. So on other news...Matt wants to ask Grecia to marry him.HOW SWEET! lol. CUTENESS....wow.matt...a married man.lol.i cant even imagine it.wow.But to be completely honest,im kinda upset...not even upset.just....i dunno...the thing is that Noel told me...i mean, that kind of news Matthew is supposed to tell me himself u know? I mean,im sooo happy he wants to do that, but i guess I just miss him.I miss hanging out w/him.u know, just the 2 of us.Kinda like old times...* THE ADVENTURES OF MATTHEW AND RUTHY*..not like..u know,the things we did,or almost did.but i mean going to the movies, talking on the phone...u know. I want to talk to him about it,but i guess im scared. I dont know why, but i am. This is so ridiculous... Im here reading this over,and im saying that im scared to talk to matt?!? what the hell? whats wrong w/me? what happened? Before i used to be completely honest w/him.and now im scared to tell him that i miss haning out w/him?wow....*no comment*

Exams

Exams are today.I have to finish my web site in first hr.2nd hr is gonna be easy too,its open book/notes.Sooo....yea.Well g2g.Sry

So,this weekend was good.Friday night was AWSOME!!!When israel prayed for me,it took like 10 hours for me to fall.lol.well saturday I was at Tia Judith's house for her garage sale.Then nwe went to cledan the office.SUNDAY...was marisol's b-day.Israel wrote a poem for her...SO ROMANTIC!!! *sigh* lol.well we went to her suprise party.it was fun.so...today is boring...oh,cant wait till wed!!!! Mwahahaha....lol.hopefully Noel can come.he was telling me that his dad said something about him not going anywhere this wekk or something... :( i will be very dissapointed.well,g2g.Bye.

So,mr henderson left. :( but...MR CARRADINE IS COMING BACK!!! i didnt know he went to war.wow.Im so jealous.Daniela's going to have his class.Hes so hott!! (For a teacher)lol.well,church was good yesterday.It was another session of Q and A.Noel didnt go.I have a feeling something bad happened.Hopefully Im grong.well i g2g..gotta start my project.Bye

so,lemme update on somethings.Sunday,church was good.Monday...skool was gay.like ususal.the only bad thing was that mr.henderson left.I heard he had problems w/administration.alot of people were upset.i was too,but not as much though.katie said she felt as bad like when mcclain left.Well class was AWSOME!!! i mean,wow.HOLY MOLY MAN!!! lol.it was just...wow.I love it when God moves us like that.LOVE IT!

Pep rally

So yesterday we had a pep rally,which i didnt go to.FIRST PEP RALLY I DONT GO TO!!! :( well at least i get to go to the next one.(Homecoming).Well i was also supposed to donate blood yesterday but they were behind,so they didnt let me,but they said that they were going to have another blood drive in december,so its all gravy.lol.well anywayz,umm,church today.yay.oh,my dad's gonna talk to Tio Roberto about giving me a job at Carlos y Pepe's.i asked him if he could ask him if he gives me a job,if its ok for a friend to work w/me also.he said he would ask him soon.but i really want the job at the Christian bookstore.but whatever happens happens.well i g2g.BYE.Oh,wait,before i leave...creek won yesterday against Tarasmella.28-0.but i heard our band really messed up,and the kids from taravella were making fun of creek by calling them losers,and that they sucked and stuff.i heard mayleen was like "oh yea we're loser?why dont u take a look at the score board."lol.i also heard some kid pushed breanaa out of the way and she was like "Bytch"and all they did was stare at her.they are SO stuck up.freaking preppy kids.they're immature.well,now i really g2g.bye