diary of ruthie

1.06.2009

Stuff

A lot of good/bad things have been going on..well one major bad thing..but i'll get to that in a few..

Christmas was good. Christmas eve we were with my mom & made tamales.nice quiet time at home..Christmas day we went with my dad to karens house.it was nice seeing some of the fam. that friday daniela josh kevin & I went out.we saw Yes Man (its really good!)

New years we went to el rey jesus with my mom (of course!) awesome..as always! when it ended,we were in the parking lot for about an hr..there were tons of people!!

So heres the bad news..chachi is sick...she hasnt really eaten in like 2 months..we've been giving her pedialite,but now shes not even drinking that.we're really thinking about putting her to sleep.omg,just thinking about it makes my eyes water..but its something we have to do.its not fair to her..she can barely walk and shes all disoriented..and we think shes going blind cuz she keeps bumping into walls & chairs..ugh this is so sad...=( it sucks.

12.18.2008

I can almost hear the angel choir sing

HALLELUYA!

hahaha!

The wedding is THIS SATURDAY!...today is thursday.OMG! im so excited! Eeeek!

Well a couple of things have happened. Raquelita & I are sick.(thanks to pat) I didnt come to work yesterday & she went home early. Umm,oh my mother forbid us to read/watch twilight..which i think is TOTALLY unfair.ugh,let me NOT get into that one.and umm i think thats basically it...well not really,im just too lazy to type everything. maybe tomorrow =/

12.01.2008

Thanksgiving, Black Friday & a Strange Dream

Hello my peeps! Ive been trying to write this blog all day,but Joe has been here..so hopefully I can do this.
Well thanksgiving was good. We went to Tia Elena's house. Tio Roberto showed up w/his fam,Tia carmen too.Later on Kevin, Romeo & tio Josue's wife showed. it was nice spending time with them.We watched Iron Man & Robin B Hood.(to tell you the truth i had never heard of Robin B Hood.its w/Jackie Chan,its HILARIOUS!) anywho, we got home around 11:30. Then we woke up at 4am to go to walmart to buy our new tv. But to our dismay,they were sold out! poop! so daniela and I bought a crap load of movies. I bought Titi's present there too. butttt it actually came out to regular price.(and you shall see why when you open it my dear).lol I looked for something for Pat,but nothing.Oh well,i still have about a month left.anywho,after walmart daniela invited us to eat breakfast.it was yummy =]
Ok so heres my dream...ive been thinking about it alllll day!
For some reason my mom and I were in Jesucristo Es Rey,and we were by the altar with a lot of people.and someone was ministering,but it wasnt Joaquin..when i really take a look at the person,I notice its marvin! Well then I turn & see matthew,and I immediately hide.Then church is over & my mom and I were walking out when I see grecia,and she sees me too.So i have no choice but to say hi to her,but as soon as im getting closer to her I feel this thing over powering me...Love & compassion. So when I get to her I try to kiss her cheek but she moves away & says shes mad at me.So I say "ok" and walk away. Then I stop by Joaquins office & I see Juancarlos and he's super super super skinny!!! and I see him with Kevin,but I didnt see Lariza or britney with him (which i thought was strange) then I walk out & see Mi Tia Elenas car.I go there and see Josh & Sammy in the car.Sam gets all excited cuz we havent seen eachother in about 5 years,but im mad at him for deleting my comment on myspace.(lol,wtf?) Then I turn around and see matthew again,and he walks right past me & doesnt say squat.So then I see my mom and I go to her & shes there talking with mamita Olga & lidanny. I go and say hi,and matthew walks over and says hi to everyone except me. So i start crying cuz it hurt me a lot...and I wake up.

of course my initial reaction was "what the heck was that all about?!" LOL!

and for the record, i had water before i went to bed..lol

11.26.2008

I forgot what this felt like..

I completely forgot what menstrual cramps felt like..ugh.

psh after 8 years of not getting my period of course I forgot!

Im at work right now. Im tired thanks to my lovely neighbors from accross the street.They had a gathering last night && were noisy as hell. Seriously? who's outside flippin singing on the top of your lungs "happy bday" at 12am? I understand it was someones birthday but dang..ppl were trying to sleep! Ok,so I got no sleep cuz of that && I kept getting up cuz I thought I was getting my period. So yeah..im exhausted.I fell asleep around 4. & thats cuz I prayed and asked God to please not let me get it at night, but the following day..and i got what I prayed for.LOL
after work im going to karen's house. I really dont want to. I dont think I am. Im to sleepy & in pain. who knows,maybe the advil will kick in by 4 & I'll change my mind. but as of right now I want my comfy pants and my bed.

*YAWNS*

I also hope we get paid today.

11.24.2008

Hopefully Over by Dec. 9th

stupidness..
Seriously.

ugh,So my dad put in a request to change the amount of child support he gives..he wants to give less than $200 a month for Ale.Seriously? We use that for food in a week.LOL! but anywho this has been going on for months now.but Dec 9th is the court Date...but before that my dads lawyer needs these papers from my mom that state how much she makes a month...She makes 1600.

-our rent is 1600.

lol.yeah.

I help her out w/$400. and so does rosario,but shes leaving. and other than that...its all a miracle from God. We always have food on the table etc.

meanwhile my dad says he ahs a defecit (spelling?) of like almost $600. Pobresito no? NOPE! cuz he has another job..but he didnt put it on there did he?ugh,i mean,dont get me wrong I love my dad,but that doesnt mean I dont see what he does. and then I communicate with his lawyer & tell her I will take the Docs to her office myself,to not take a chance for them to get lost in the mail & shes all rude about it. biotch.

ugh, and not to mention I woke up with a semi-stomach ache...whatever that means,lol. I think i might be getting my monthly friend.oh great.
*sigh*

11.20.2008

Don't Forget!

Dont forget WHY you're getting married u dumb whore.
Ok,you're not a whore,but im just so PISSED!
Dont go around flauting it like as if you guys have done nothing wrong. Remember you're getting married in such little time not because God gave you this date, but because you 2 are flippin Horn Dogs.You apparently cant keep your legs closed & he cant keep his junk in his pants.

Plain & Simple.

urg,.u make me so mad!

fowefiefjapakfnfiuaianfia!cantwaittillyouleavemehouse!lakdaksdjaksujiusd

Sorry folks,just needed to vent.

11.19.2008

Tropic Thunder && Thanksgiving




Good Morning Bloggers!

So we finally saw Tropic Thunder last night. And let me tell you,it was HILARIOUS!! I LOVED IT! The randomness...i love it.it was my kind of movie! Although I gotta say Jack Black was just a little too much for me. I guess because he comes out as a drug addict..idk.but over all...2 thumbs up!


Well I have some good news. The whole Martinez fam will be together for thanksgiving.(excluding Ana cuz shes in key west & wont be able to make it) We'll be getting together at Tia Elena's house.YAY! I love love love thanksgiving. Thats the only time a yr we get together.and its funny cuz you might think we all live extremely far away from eachother.but nope.We all Live in broward.Davie,Oakland Park,Margate,Ft.Lauderdale,Plantation & Coral Springs.LOL!


We're wack.


I cant wait tho, especially since tia carmen is visiting from guatemala along with kevin..which means that they're DEF gonna be there cuz her and tia elena are attached at the hip..which also means that Karen & Giovanni will be there & little emily too.YAY!