Long time

So,someone left me a comment.so i decided to write sumthin.lol.So i graduated.i have a car.i have a job.(which i start sept.19) YAY! umm,well its almost the churchs 1 yr anniversary.we found a place.hopefully we can celebrate it there.So church i good.but the only not good thing is that i havent been feeling anything lately.Nothing.nada.zip.zilch! i see everyone shaking,speakin in tongues,crying,everything...the works.and im just there.of course the thought of not going anymore has crossed my mindbut Pastor noticed an he talked to me.I also feel lonely.I dont have friends there.they all see me as if i were little.but the funny thing is that im not that young.18. i know im not supposed to go to church to make a social life,but its nice having christian friends.But...w/e.Noel came to church on wed.I was extremely happy to see him.He needs to start comin!lol.well im gonna go now.Bye.God bless